I don’t want to die
It’s, just, I don’t want to live
I have nothing left
I don’t want to die
It’s, just, I don’t want to live
I have nothing left
Blackness.
It surrounds me.
A black fog that engulfs me,
Seeps into my lungs and chokes me.
Blackness.
It is all I see.
The joy of life drained away
until all that is left is shades of grey.
Blackness.
Fills my ears like tar.
Smothers the sounds
I hear my heartbeat like a drum, counting down to my release.
Blackness.
Takes away my voice.
Changes my vocabulary.
Twists my meaning.
Blackness.
It’s all I have
It’s all I know
and blindfolded by blackness I can’t find my way out.
Scream (Photo credit: paulbence)
Such sibilant sound
Sings in my ears and screeching
Affects my hearing.
Jazz singer Eska Mtungwazi (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
On Monday I went to see the fabulous Eska Mtungwazi perform her latest work English Skies at the South Bank. I went to school with her and even then she was a musical force, able to play any instrument she picked up without a single lesson. When I discovered a few years ago that she was writing and performing her own music ( we had written a few songs together at school
) I was ecstatic to find that this amazing gift was being shared with the world. On Monday I also felt a little inspired so here is my Haiku for the lovely Eska…
‘English Skies’ Songstress
your music and lyrics join
to lift my soul high
I dream of a warm blue sky
Of an orange scented breeze
And of sun toasted skin.
Listening to the roar of the waves
In the shade of a palm
With sand beneath my feet
I long for some time to spare
To lie with eyes gently closed
And nothing to do
And I want you by my side
Enjoying this moment
And sharing the dream.
Take medicine – check